I am just so tired right now. I have to be honest and tell you that Abbie continues to test us despite everything we do.
She is having a really really really hard day.
The only thing I can think that triggered this is that it is my birthday tomorrow and Cameron and I are going out for the day. We have a sitter coming--someone she knows. She had such a great day yesterday (after a rough start and after an absolutely horrible day on Saturday) even after she overheard is talking to the person at church who is going to be watching the kids. I have been anticipating that she was going to act out because it is my birthday and she acts out on everyone's birthdays. However, so far when she talks of my birthday, it is with excitement and love toward me. She started out today great and then just turned, for no apparent reason.
I am drained.
I am looking forward to a break tomorrow. I can't not go just because it makes her anxious for me to leave her. It is so hard to do what is best for her but also do what is best for me (go spend time with my husband for my birthday--much meeded time!).
Please pray for me, that I would have wisdom to know how to handle things with her right now.
In Christ, Laura